so today's supposedly my last day of work before the long break. the "long break". i said i wanted to quit though, how come i'm on long break? ask joseph la.

thankyou daniel for the bread pudding(and everything else)! lol.
as for the rest, you'll probably never see this, but
ari and chandra probably made me laugh the most.
charles i spent most time talking to. oh, not forgetting the train rides!(:
khalisah and afiqah had to listen to me complain all the time.
sir mohammed taught me almost everything i know there!

i had fun. i started working cos i had nothing better to do, and ended up learning so much and enjoying myself. yay! (:

yay! to me meeting sam tomorrow too. looking forward. (:
okay, troy's on cinemax now and its really exciting!!

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this is vid of our last trip to sentosa. (: jaclyn falls down! wait for it...

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today's a good day!
it started off bad though. due to some miscommunication, i ended up running a full errand for jaclyn all the way at westmall. and then when we got to sentosa, it was raining. ): how suay right?
the sun came out soon after though, and from there on it was pretty good, the swimming, the trying-to-tan (i got slightly burnt), the luge-ing, the dinner, the performance thingie, and the drinks. sorry daniel, no pics for you. well, not many la.

we've come to the conclusion that nobody listens to the lunchtime show on 987. jaclyn called through before, for lunchtime hookup a couple of days ago. and sarah called through again today. then they asked me to call in, and i did, pretending to be sarah's long lost friend. (: that was easy.
oh and i won a robin thicke cd hamper on say it with music. texted carrie with the ans, which she gave before asking the question, and she called back, said i won! (:

and then! i am now able to see my blog! like FINALLY. its the good day isn't it?

okay, now for pics.

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i know this is retarded. i can't see my posts and yet i'm still posting. correction: i can't see my blog at all. and i know alot of other people can't see it either, but i have absolutely no idea how to make everything better. so to people who cannot see this, if you EVER see this, i apologise.

i'm sorry, i'm frustrated and pissed, and its early in the morning. i'm hungry, and my nose is running./:

this is the few words that are my motivation to get over and done with this day: "As much as it hurts, I don't regret "us." People come in and out of our lives for a reason. We both know that.
We've just gotta remember to keep lookin forward... most of all, keep lookin up. Ivan Koumaev, you've shown me a world I thought I'd only see in my dreams. Thank you for loving me."
yes, its quoted from april's blog.

and i know i shouldn't feel glad at all about this, but (:
its kind of wasted though, that such a long relationship was singlehandedly destroyed by fame.
see what kind of bullshit fame does to your life? even if its not you who gets famous, but the people around you who do, people who you love and care about the most. what do you do? encourage them to keep on trying to make it big in the media industry, or try your best to shelter them from the monsters of celebrity-hood.

april chose the former. it didn't turn out well. i pity her, in a way.
but for now, ivan is single! (:

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ooh, now i love sentosa.(: thanks to jaclyn. had a blast there today, climbing rocks and rolling in the sand, cam-whoring and laughing. got loads of pics to upload but am too lazy to do it now.

what's up with gay guys? playing frisbee in the sea, singing sexyback at the top of their lungs? erm..

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omg, i cannot believe how stupid joseph is. he out me at causeway point and jaclyn at cck just because "i think you're too attached to the place, and i want to move you around" and then he told me "don't worry la, i put your sister there, so its easier for you". easier for me? in what way??

anyway i left causeway early cos i wasn't feeling well, felt like fainting, actually. and my stomach felt terrible, thanks to xiangren. okay, it was my fault la, most of it. i wanted to go home, but decided to drop by at lot1 to see jac, ended up staying there for HOURS. just plonked my butt on the chair and my head on the table.

now joseph thinks i left early because i didn't like causeway. he just texted me saying "be at cck tomorrow at 3. you better make more sales there. sms to say you recieve this message."

another thing to add. OMG SAM I AM SO FREAKING GLAD FOR YOU!! I'LL DO MY JUMPING WITH YOU NEXT TIME I SEE YOU!!!! (:

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back to work today. /: it was BORING! ugh. ohwells, got to live with it if i need the money? and there's SO MUCH i need to pay for.

good thing i didn't have to pay for repairs for jaclyn's phone. i still feel ultra-ly guilty though, and i can't shake that feeling of guilt. bumped into ryan also, at wheelock. (sorry that's random)

also, there is a million and one things i need to get done before 22nd march for the poly stuffs. the enrolment package thing came in today, with a whole bunch of instructions that i'm pretty convinced are only partially english. i don't understand anything! ohwells. can i still let my daddy settle everything for me? /:

amos so does not deserve his own laptop since i waited till i actually go to poly to get mine. that's what daddy said, ever since i started secondary school, the first time i asked for one. "when you go to poly, i promise i'll get one for you" he's keeping his promise, but there are high chances amos gets one before he goes into poly. its not fair i got to wait so long, but just because amos says "how come jie can have and i can't", they consider getting one for him. hello, when i was your age did i have one? i couldn't even DREAM about it, damnit.

i'm in a really foul mood, and the headache's not helping!

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i'm back from camp. (: it was fun stuff, apart from amos being an asscrack.

games of taboo, pictionary and charades had us rolling on the floor with laughter. celebration of ryan's birthday was fun too. (: and watching tv, and the jacuzzi. oh, not forgetting the bowling and the pool and the carrom. i have loads of pictures, but i'm too lazy to put them up now, cos it actually takes effort to get them up.

okay, you've seen this countless times on mtv, but i still like it. (:

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i love the new avril lavigne video, girlfriend. and i've only seen it twice. (:

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argh, joseph is such an ass. i hate him, i hate him! he said our pay will be in by 7th, at the end of 8th its still not in. and then i told him i'm meeting people tomorrow at cck but he says he can't confirm he's putting me there, although most of the time i end up there anyway. f*cking asscrack.

sorry, i'm really pissed. /: a little something daniel made for me. (:on a lighter note right, something to laugh at. yes it looks really gay, yes, i took the video and yes, i know the guys. (:

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so i haven't updated since saturday! hmm, that's a long time, for me. so anyway, i've got good news. i got into early childhood, my first choice. (: actually, if i didn't get in, i have no idea what i'd do next.

sunday: church, san-yi's house, work.
monday: work, played pool with jaclyn and sarah during break, met jed and johnston at night.
tuesday: took off cos "posting results were coming out", played pool with viva girls, met up with 4Bo6 people, plus tang. (:
that's two days of playing pool in a row. haha, and i still suck at it. /:

i've got loads of pictures to upload.(: i love a phone camera that i can connect to the comp. (:

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